I have EBS & PDM coursework, only two but i felt like dying & stressing over it. I'm currently finding information for my EBS since PDM i must only remember about the step & description. I'm afraid that i do not have enough features for my product cause i MUST have 6 feature and i only have 4 (i'm going to redo my cover cause i'm not going to use dome anymore) and also afraid that i can't mate them together. shit!
Pray for me that i will do extremely well okay (:
I understand your worriedness for me even i'm not sure how sincere you are but thanks anyway for messaging with me that night until i felt asleep.
And tomorrow when i reach school i will shout " Herman i want all the pictures we take during chingay". I enjoy yesterday chingay even i'm not that happy with this particular person who like talking shits about people and miss this freaking useless person but Herman, Kamal, Farhad(?) & duh my Girlfriends, you people are so damn funny. Background ke pe. hahahahah (: Maybe i'm going to like Chingay rehearsal not because of there's so many cute Chinese guys but the people around me.
I'm sorry that i can't be what you want me to be, i will not change just for the sake of people. For now i going to be me. i know ,getting too materialistic is not going to be good cause you would not treat your friend like you normally would do and you would judge them whether they're good or not , and going to treat them differently and like how they treat you, it's kinda change your belief for someone . But i just said that i will not Change,
Seriously from my kind of view, i'm the stupidest plus shitass girl! I downloaded UKISS first album (i'm not sure whether they are free or i must pay) and i'm so happy about that suddenly i deleted the whole folder of songs and now i can't find where i download it at the first place. SHIT! i really like UKISS latest songs ): *im crying in pain*
Tomorrow i have Chingay and the thing start 7 o'clock but i must be at school by 2 o'clock. OMGOSH i'm lazy but i wanna see something & i already told the teachers that i will be going. Freaking lah.
like what i said im the biggest loser. You wanna know why because i miss seeing FT ISLAND at IMM & i can't go to SHINee fansign. Shit right, but it's okay i don't really like SHINee. *sob sob* So.. to brighten by day, i got have the newest song. Oh by snsd. i love it man. (:
Now i going to talk serious. Am i be able to smile & laugh again? i look like shit now cause i'm stressing to much. I don't like to think or choose and now im doing all of that. I know i sound stupid but seriously i'm not but just lazy. (: I don't feel pretty anymore but feel weird. Argh, i'm talking shits again.
I'm going to school now And when I'm back I will not be touching my laptop so this will be my last post until saturday. I'm going to start being serious & STUDY. Byebye.
Like the ocean in the horizon going against the flow of the river back to its hometown.
Sometimes i feel sick & not healthy.I been trying to controlmy eating habit & kept an eye on my weight & trying to be thin. So l lost 6kg and wanted to lost 10 more kg. Possible? But if i lost 10 more i will be underweight cause my height is 164cm. Argh nevermind, so I will be losing my weight by exercising & eating healthy foods not by some frightening methods that can hurt me & maybe kill me. *Anisah you know something that some people don't know, so keep that as a secret okay* (: If you have any methods that can lose many kg in 1 day tell me and if i look dreadful sick also tell me so i can put some make up to cover up.
One tip to lose weight is "Do not chew chewing gun cause air will go in & bloated your stomoch." Something like that uh. So don't chew it.
i stay home since i did not went to Chingay and when i'm hungry off to nenek's house. Lucky nenek's house is like next to mine or else i will be eating Meggie. Anyway maybe i will not be going to SHINEE's signature something cause i'm not really sure about its true or not but i must be going to Jang Geun Suk fan meeting, Aww my baby darling. He becoming more popular since he acted "You're Beautiful" This is not wasting cash okay and fyi i like wasting my cash on something i like but not useful. hehehe.
Taking about cash, I'm going to deposit my cash that i received from the person who in charge for the education thingy(forgot whats that thing call) & i'm going to make myself happy by argh you know what i'm going to do with that cash right.
Can I not go chingay tomorrow.
I'm so lazy, I feel like dying, I don't like doing that freaking thing and i'm exhausted.
Why must we take part of this, I don't get what they want, not that I don't understand but they were like rest stand keep quite eat stand again do it again. Argh freaking.
And mother you just making it worse. You should help me and make me happy but no you did not. I want to go to the concert. Do you heard that I want to go chingay, no right. So let me go to what ever concert I want to go no matter how expensive It is I'm going to use my own cash. Get it!
Today i was absent from school cause i'm feeling cold & tired. I miss out Science lesson which today is the day we will be going to the science lab & miss out PDM lesson. Poor me .
You are longer the same sweet/innocent girl i know. Why must you become somebody like me. Suddenly liking the same stuff as me, flirting around boys. Why ! Do i teach you to become like me. I don't hate you but sometime i do. Using me when your BESTFRIEND is not around, kicking me away when she's around. F you man.This is the beginning of the year and you dare to hurt me. What am i to you ? Are you good at acting cause your true colours are showing up.
Sorry, im just being me ..
i want to eat dumpling with hot & spicy sauce anyone wanna company me.
School was not bad but im tired and it's all Chingay (?)thingy fault. My classroom is okay but there's not enough window so it's quite stuffy. I sit with Azhar & Rahmat was sitting in front of me so i would not be that bored during class but Azhar was being an ass. My friends are still the same but a little bit different. Sometimes i hate my hair cause the feeling is different. My uniform suck cause it's big & i don't know weather to tuck in or out, i wanna tuck in but there's lots of peeps tucking in so i better tuck out. The foods are still the same & i'm disappointed. The toilet suck suck SUCK, its smelly & tak ada tempat duduk & people never flush after using it.
See my hair sucks and my fringe no longer that colour. This was taken when me & her decided to sit at our classroom and skip Chingay(?) practice. We were so lazy & tired to go on with it. So we party abit (: Anw I don't like the practice but it was fun.
See it's black. But i don't dare to dye it blackin colour so i decided to dye it dark brown. Talk about brown i can eat 20 or more chocolate per day & im so worried that pimple will break out. Now i know i'm talking rubbish, I'm sorry.
Let’s start this brand new year with happiness and hot, sexy, cute and very talented guys, shall we?
Big Bang member DaeSung & Top will be releasing their solo album this brand new year, i'm so looking forward to that.
I've been watching this like forever so i decided to upload the vid.
Fany ~ ^ ^ he is just to wow ! hehe (: Can't wait for more of his songs.
Now i going to announcethat Soo Mika is a part of my family. I brought her last Thursday & i'm so happy. I'm going to feed her all my songs & video & game as soon as possible. We going to be the happiest friend ever. She even has my picture and we share the same kpop crush. For those who are wondering who the hell is Soo Mika, she is an iPodtouch which i just brought it. ^ ^
