If there was one chance you could be anywhere closer to me in a perfect world,
that chance would come but it's all just a dream
If I should say whats on my mind I said it line by line Would you care to understand or would you just turn your head
If one day I was able to spread my wings and fly to you If I reached out would you take my hand or am I asking for too much
Countless times that I have tried to bring myself one step closer but every time I'd find that I'm hiding behind a face you'd never know afraid to show,
it's hurting me but I can't let it go
Like a fool I fell behind deep into your shadows and watching you from afar Still I try to let my soul reach out to you Someday somehow I will let you know that I love you
I love going to VivoCity to shop. Seriously I’m in love with every shop at there. I love going to Orchard but I could not find my perfect clothes so Vivo is my second choice.
I brought 2 clothes & 1 pant at Nichii and 1 blazer at Pull and Bear and 1 long sleeve at Clubmarc and 1 more cute dress at (dunno the place). I really wanna buy that demin jacket which looks a bit like a country cowgirl jacket at Clubmarc which cost $69. Sadly I didn’t brought it cause I’m short of $10. Now I’m broke. No money cause I spent all my $200 yesterday & I wanna spent more. Wait, ibu brought for us (me & sis) a professional nail kit.
I’m the happiest + boring girl in the world. Yeah yah!
I'm in love White Chocolate Mocha. Very woohoo.
I dunno why but I really wanna meet & hang out with my old besties from primary school. Catch the latest info about their life & see who totally change. Going be very awkward since it’s been a year (?) we all didn’t see each other.
But heck care lah. Meet up soon okay old besties & make yourselves free okay ((: and feel free to ask me out also okay. hehehehe .
And girlfriends please oh please make yourself free. I’m freaking bored & seriously wanna go out with you all. Don’t kill me softly okay …
& I wanna work to earn money. I want to feel how its like earning money .
I have nothing to talk about my life, just that i've been eating like a pig. My eating time-table seem useless.
The melody of this song sounds great & TaeYang always look Hot .
This is pictures of Big Bang in TV weekly magazine. Big Bang has been doing Big things in Japan! Promoting their 3rd Japanese single “Koe Wo Kikasete”, going on radio shows, music, shows, and photoshoots for magazines. I’m really looking forward to hear their songs. I don’t really like Japanese song but I like BIGBANG.
Anyway Top sang a song from his latest movie call “19”. The name of the song is “extraordinary rani”. The song sounds hot and I love it a lot. It has a nice rhythm that I can dance to. ((: Can’t wait to watch that movie but surely it will take ages to watch like the movie “IRIS”.
I must wait I must wait I must wait I must be patient I must be cool.
Oh man, im bored again. The more I asked people to go out with me the more I felt bored. Cause they keep rejecting the offer
I’m the loneliness girl you ever met.
So since people are so busy with their life, i better get busy with mine too right. I will be out-going & I’m going to make myself a time-table for my eating habit. I really wanna lost some pound & clean away all the ugly fugly pimple. And maybe internet shopping, Buying cute things at the internet. Whoo I ♥cute things.
Will be Learning to play the guitar.
Drawing many of fluffy cloud , beautiful bird , colourful rainbow & outfit.
Singing to old fashion song to the latest tunes.
Dance dorky moves to funky moves.
Anyway Dorky guy are cute especially with small eyes :D but there’s no small eyes in dorky guy cause they normally wear specs. Wait there is ……….
Man, Should I buy BB cream or not ?
-o- It’s late and I better go to sleep. Goodnight & Sweetdream yah
This picture above was a birthday present from my only sister ^o^
Yeah Im finally 15 year old but still the youngest among my GF and the cutest .
Friends or Cousin, can we go out ? i will become crazy if you let me stay at home. I can't tahan. I wanna go out . Please find some time for me and then we have fun okay :D
Well Today i babysit my 3 cousin, it was tiring but i enjoy . They make me look like a maid. hahahaha. And we drank allot of green tea. I heart Green Tea !!!
This is a little old, from their ‘Gara Gara GO!’ days. They’re singing ‘Emotion’ from the My Heaven album. These guys don’t need music to sound awesome! I can replay that whole clip a thousand times, it’s so lovely, the melody is beautiful and their perfectly in sync. This reminded me of the time they had to perform 'Always’ acapella because the audio went off. This is Big Bang at its best! (BEST PART 0.32)
I wonder what are my friends doing ? Missing me ? Nah . (:
Tomorrow is my big day which is my birthday but no one seem to care. My father is busy with his parents, Sister does not seem to care, Mother i dunno what she's thinking about, Nenek & Atok give me a advance birthday give n wishes, Friends i dunno .. Poor Poor Shidah celebrate her birthday alone eating her own cake and buying her own present.
And i'm so bored . i wanna go out shopping , going to the saloon , go for a ran , watch scary movie at the cinema , go for a picnic , take rides . But no one seem to ask me out only Suhailah but sorry sayang Saturday i can't make it, why not another date. I can't go out alone, i'm scare. SHIDAH you are stupid. Why can't i go out alone By myself . There nothing right . I'm going to try that, so maybe Monday i go jalan2 ALONE.
I'm bored so i wanna watch some korean variety show and kill time cause i can't wait to see whats going to happen tomorrow. Will i be happy or normal or emotional. hahahaha.
Another great day wasted. I bet you guys out there have fun, well me. I spent my time finding awesome pictures & new music. So hows the music that i put at my blog.? COOL NICE! ((: hahaha. random .
I want to go out & buy myself a picture locket since there's no one wanna buy for me . *sad face* I don't like going alone. So poor poor Shidah must wait for people to ask her out then she can pamper herself with clothes and cute stuff. But my friends seem to be busy with they own stuff until they can't even text me or call me. Boo hoo hoo, i'm alone & bored. I'm going to spent my holiday at home playing my freaking small laptop, eating fattening foods and chocolate, yupe chocolate so hello pimples and with my 12 cats.
Should i cut my hair short ? or just trim it ? reborn my fringe ? Perm my hair ? Or just let it flow and go treatment ? Yang mana satu yah.
Just came back from Grandparent's house and duh Camp. So sleepy because yesterday night i could not found the right position to sleep and my back bone is in pain. And also First time seing a camp fire. I really lovelooking at the sky during the night time, thinking whether the star is a star or a satellite. Love looking at the burning black wood with the Hot fire. Love looking at the full moon and asking myself if im staying at the moon would i see beautiful things in life. Maybe at the moon there will be more beautiful things. (: I love Camp but hate the activity. I hate height . I afraid of height. I'm not lying cause everytime i will be the only person crying at the "tree" ( i dunno the name of the thing ) But this time i'm embarrass myself by screaming and shouting shits at my top of my voice. Pretty embarrassing right. But i get used to it. AND i miss one last thing that i love about this camp is i love looking at your eyes and yesterday i got every single minute to stare at your eyes and surprising you smile and act silly but adorably cute so i giggle and smile at you and starting to wonder what your are thinking and confused about it.
Holiday is here ! So what am i going to do ?
Skipping
Jogging (maybe)
Watching Korean/Japan/Taiwanese drama & movies
My own Facial
Sleep
Going out ( if people ask me out) p/s i'm always free
Finding a tuition teacher for next year
Highlight my hair (maybe)
Going shopping with Ibu & kakak
Karaoke with cousin ( if they are free )
Anyway i lift a 11kg lifting thingy for 1 hour and i felt tired and immediately felt asleep. (:
4 November
Happy birthday to Top-hyun (:
May you be succes in everything you do and please make your own album.
I'm happy cause all of us, maybe all of us made it to sec 4. Anw I'm disappointed of my result. I pass and i'm in the top 10. I get number 7th and i knew i'm dropping. Sec 1 i got 3rd , Sec 2 i got 6th, Sec 3 i got 7th. Geez. Im getting bad to worse. I need to get back on my track. I need to bet my Bestfriend which she got 2nd position and duh i'm so proud of her and my mum too. So ayah, will you buy me an ipod for improving on my math and for my birthday present ? hope yes. My birthday is coming but i'm not that exciting cause of some lame reason. I wanna have a great birthday but i knew that will not happen and hope i will be going out eating with family on my day .
Azhar your birthday is also coming right ? so what do you want ?
Watch Sercet a Taiwanese movie. Damn nice but i don't quite understand the ending cause it end so fast so far i like it. Also watch Transformer part 2, yah kinda old movie but my ayah just brought it. I cry when Optimise Prime die and laugh about the twin. hahaha. Next movie Drag me to hell . (:
Yesterday was the last day of school and hell no we got 2 days of camp at Bukit Timah . On the 2-3 November . Not excited at all. Anyway ignore my ugly face okay. Picture will be uploading soon :D
andtoday my face is so lucky. It was cover with Cucumber and cucumber is good for killing dead cells. and after that time for mud mask. Feels so refreshing. And tomorrow I'm going to fed myself with home-made Banana French Toast which i'm going to cook it with some help.
Sometime i just don't get it why must you, soccer guys freak stare & blink at us. Just because we're Technical student & it does not meansyou can do that. It freaking bad. Or is there any problem with you about us if there is, feel free to talk to me about it. This is not SS but my girls are saying that you people blink at us . What the F problem ! And you fool, you're new and you acted like you one kind of popular person in this world. F you. You eat with your eyes close, what is this man. I was wrong about you., i thought you were different so i rephrase all those bad shits to good shits about you. Get it ? hahaha
Anyway what with Irfan. That guy is a grade one a-hole with a several attitudinal problem. I just don't want to be mean and rude to you. Cause im ma GOOD girl ((:
